Wednesday, March 7, 2007

A Life without a dad

It has been One year and 2 months since my dad had passed away. Yet the memories are still very fresh. I can still recall his face, actions and most especially his smiles. It is not easy to live a life without a dad. I realized this only when he was already gone. Gone are the days when he always says that I really look alot like him and I admit that I really do. Gone are the days when he used to call my name to send an errand. I really miss those days. I really miss my dad. A life is really different without a dad. No one will tell you what is wrong and what is right. No one can replace the love a dad can give. It was so painful losing him. It's as if my world had fallen down. And when I hear the song "Dance with my Father Again", it could really make me cry because it reminds me how my dad made a difference in my life. He has been the most important guy in my life. There are nights when I cry because I miss the love of a dad. But I know that I should not worry because he is now with Our creator. If only I could bring back the days to tell him how much I love him. That was the biggest regret I had in my whole life. I wasn't able to tell him what I wanted to say. All I can do now is to pray for him and thank him because I owe him my life.
Dear friends just a piece of advice, never hesitate to tell your loved ones what you wanted to say before it's too late. You might as well regret as much as I do.

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